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2:30AM Clock

2:30AM...is the time where I kept my memories most..

2:30AM...is the time where we chatted for so long...

2:30AM... is the time where I forget how long has time passed...

2:30AM... is the time where I will start to think of the past...

2:30AM... is the time I miss you...

2:30AM... is the time I will not forget you but remember it...

2:30AM... is the time that I will always remember...

2:30AM... is the time that most precious to me...

2:30AM...

2:30AM...

2:30AM...

Is the time where I felt alone.....



Time Forgets... The Hurtful Part....

But remembering.... The Happiest Part....

Time Forgets - Yiruma

Wish....

2:30AM can come back once again....

Happy Happy !!

3 of my favourite movie I wanna watch right now but who's gonna accompany me?!

Anyway, today is a happy day !! ^^ Weee~ Spend my day outside of the house, traveling from Low Yat -> SeGi -> Time Square -> Pudu -> Mamak Stall LOL! Accompany Kum after his exam then walk around Time Square planning to watch 3 movies that I've posted up there but haven't on screen yet except Christmas Carol but already too late for that since the timing doesn't suit us then we walk around Low Yat looking for modem that Kum want but didn't buy at all after we've found what he wants.. Going out with them sure have lots of fun cause I always make jokes out of everything that I've see LOL! He joined in the fun and start laughing too heh... Guess I aren't that bad in communication am I? Heh...

Then join Heng in Pudu ( He "working" there ) for a game of Red Cliff for 3 hours, chit chatting and discussing something regarding Red Cliff item. It might sound boring but when your friends are with you, everything is fun right? Man, really miss my days together with them in secondary school.. why can't we just turn back the time and start all over again? I don't mind sitting for SPM once again as long as I got friends to accompany me, Right? Hehe... If time can ever turn back again, I wish something just don't happen..... Then finished CC, I've gotta accompany kum back to SeGi to hand in his assignment but never could I imagine that the building block is... abit..... old fashioned, that's all I could say. It is located in Masjid Jamek full with cars, smokes, and crowded with people of all races! The building is quite old and not spacious, seems like not very healthy to people that kind of environment, sorry to say that. But nevertheless, it is a good day! I finally managed to watch people playing L4D 2 !! my hands start itchy just by looking at it! Too much fun already! I can't wait to play it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Must grab the CD ASAP! Ohya, everytime I eat today, my stomach starts to hurt, like wanna go for pangsai but after that, I'm all healthy again o.o? Weird des!

Anyway, is a fun day today! Ate my dinner in Mydeen mamak stall located in Connaught which is totally sucks ( Nasi Goreng Pattaya which is tasteless but spicy hot ) I ate half of the plate and then I give up. The egg is too salty already Aihz.. Next time better call Maggie Goreng than Pattaya zzzz... I've learned my lesson, better not order any rice anymore. Ohya, I heard from Kum that Ying also organize a trip to somewhere this coming end of December in which my friend also organize 1 trip too! Anyway, enjoy your trip ya? ^^

Cheers,
Bay

Left 4 Dead 2 - Christmas Party?!

LEFT 4 DEAD 2 HAS RELEASED !! Grab it now, Grab it fast, Grab it before is too late!! New Map, New features, New Characters, New Weapons ( Axe, Frying Pan, Katana, etc ) New Monster! ( Spitter, Charger, Jockey, etc ) New healing item? ( Can revive dead mates ) and so much more ! I've played only once and I really get addicted into! I can't wait for this coming Thursday cause I'm going to buy it !! Weeee !! Must invite Kum, Heng, Yan and Yew to play only "chi gek " First time play already play expert mode walao! I can't win anyway, since I don't know the road to safe house hehe.. By the way, L4D the first edition, I already finished 3 out of 4 map in expert mode! Pro eh? Hehe.. I think something wrong with my PC nowadays, it keeps hang for no reason! Sigh, guess I need to reformat and install Window 7! Hohoho... I'll see how it goes by then.

Grandma is coming back soon to stay for a while since my 2nd uncle will be coming back for a holiday for few days I guess yippee !! Means I can laze around when grandma is here hoho! She's gonna do the laundry, cooking, sweeping and mopping the floor once again! GG! Haha, I'm just kidding! Guess when both of them come back, I'm gonna cook something delicious for them! Just you wait guys, I'm pretty sure I can cook something nice this time! maybe mixtures of both western and eastern food? Haha, who knows... I'm getting hungry just by thinking of it LOL! Haven't had my dinner yet, guess I'm going now.....

Christmas is coming soon! Is already passed 1 month ever since my semester break starts. Sigh, time sure fly fast.. I lazy already to study! Ugh... New semester starting next month, guess I ain't prepare for it.. Anyway, I was wondering whether this year we ( secondary schoolmate ) will be having a blast on Christmas Eve or not hmm... Was eager for that to happen but then I got carol to attend to Sigh.. which to choose? Maybe I attend half of the carol and half of the party? Can enjoy both so why not? LOL! Hopefully got turkey! Man, I'm craving for that ugh... Hungry des! Anyway, hopefully this time Christmas will have some surprise for me. Been dying for that to happen but I wonder it will or not.. Nevermind, should wait for that day hehe...

Cheers,
Bay

Missing You....

I remembered it very clearly,
in my heart,
and my mind,
that you are clearly visible,
Days that I have with you,
are numbered.

We used to have the world with us,
and belong only us,
Everyday is just like in paradise,
holding hands side by side,
sitting on a mountain top,
staring at the stars,
counting it 1 by 1,
watching the fallen meteor,
and snooze off together,
but now,
I can only see your shadow,
going off,
I can only see your smile,
and smell your perfume,
in my dreams......

The waters calm and still,
My reflection is there,
I see you holding me,
But then you disappear,
All that is left of you,
Is a memory,
On that only, exists in my dreams.

I never felt this much love before,
Loving you is as sweet as chocolate,
Days are bright,
perfectly filled with love,
But rain had poured,
sweets turned bitter,
now,
its gone....

I long for that day,
the day where I've met you,
and start again,
this bittersweet memories.



I love you...

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I love this music played by yiruma - Love me. It was so touching that my heart ache upon hearing it and those sweet memories just flashback non stop. Nearly cry my heart out.. Don't listen for the sake of listening, listen with your heart, let it touch your feelings, and then you will know what I'm talking about..

I miss you...

Cheers,
Bay

Keep a smile for a brighter day !

I got a feeling ~ That tonight's gonna be a good night ! Woohoo ~ yesterday had a fight with my mom about what we both did wrong to each other and I was terribly not in a mood yesterday night and a moody person will get bad luck whole day cause everything you do is just so messed up, so wrong, so bad luck so I better not emo that much ( if can be prevent ). You know what? Red Cliff we have this quest for fishing and I break my record to get the least good fish ( 2 carp 1 tasty if you know what I mean ) and my friend, Heng almost canceled today's dinner due to his grandma's birthday celebration ( which he remembered wrong that is supposed to be next week not today ) and I've skipped today's gym class too! Don't have the mood to go ( and mostly is because I was quite lazy to go cause is in the morning 10 20am! ) The quarrel start when we were eating steamboat and then boom ! Yada yada thingy happened which I don't intend to mention it here.. Anyway, that was yesterday..

Today I'm quite happy hehe! I went to lunch with my friend, Heng + Yew ( After he finished his gym class and thanks to his advice too! Thanks for cheering me up Yew when I needed someone to "hoi gai" ) in Wong Kok and as usual, the food really is "Ma Ma Dei " but the drink is nice! Longan milk shake with Kiwi and then go out whole day with Kum, Heng, Yan for dinner near Sg Long together with Yew but I forgot which restaurant already! Fun is that we 5 people already ordered 8 to 9 food and mixed together and eat LOL! We got Lan Zi Chicken ( Nice! ), 2 Ham Yu Fa Lam Bou Rice ( never tried ), Gong Bou Chicken Rice ( Weird sauce but not bad ) , 1 Tom Yam Fried Rice Thai Style ( Yes! Just too salty ), Tom Yam Soup ( salty too! but nice! ) 1 Herbal Soup, 1 Bak Kut Teh, 1 Plate of Chicken Wings ( Around 10 or so ) , Char Siew Siu Yuk and Char Keow Teow! WoW, Got 11 dish! Not bad not bad! And we manage to finished it up too! But somehow I get stomachache for that Ugh... Not good to be too greedy too sometimes hehe. Ohya, I bought 1 Rm10 cubicard too! Since I already bought 1 Blue Sabre which cost around 1 jade and I left 14 gold.. Have to buy cash item and then re-sell it only I can earn back my money wu wu wu.... Anyway, have a good day today! ^^

Cheers,
Bay

Malaysia Male Record - Green Colour Hair !

Unbelievable !! My hair turned Green !! Like a monster now LOL! But nevertheless, is a new experience to me haha.. new style, new hair color, something that I can't imagine but it came true !! Omg, I'm gonna be a laughingstock for people now... Actually, I asked for Blue Black hair color and they mix and match the color and apply on my hair. Supposingly Blue + Black = Dark Blue but when everything was done, it turns out green !! Never in the world that I know mixing blue + black = green ! Not even my teacher teach me that too ! WoW! Something to amaze for hehe.. But nevertheless, what done is done, gotta bear with it ! Something new anyway heh...

Tired, very tired, a tiredsome day today ! Dancing with the Aunties really consume my body energy phuh... Those aunties are professional, never know what is tired to them. Their dancing skill is superb, can't be compare with us ( Young Adults ) nowadays.. And they know no boundaries too! They can shout, yell, laugh and dance at the same time, enjoying their self very much. Something which young adults will not do much and I'm very proud of them, being so open-minded, so positive.. Something which I should learn from them from now on heh.. Of course I did shout with them cause I already high, enjoying myself to the maximum! Love it very much too! Very refreshing dancing with them. The trainer are very friendly too! Heh...

Tomorrow is a public holiday but I forgot what kind of holiday is that but nevermind about that cause I only manage to go for Pasar Malam nearby Leisure Mall area with my friend Heng and then as usual, visit Kum for chit chat or probably go Cyber Cafe to play Red Cliff with him. Gosh, now I really into this game, can't refrain myself from not playing it! Alot of things I need to achieve in there so I can't give up this game for now! Saturday gonna be alone whole day since my mom and my sis go for Ipoh trip till 10 30pm only back, whoever wanna dine with me on Saturday, feel free to give me a call or SMS then we can enjoy dinner together ^^

Write till here peeps, gotta go for dinner ya? Goodnight !

Cheers,
Bay

Loneliness

Looking into my Rabbit eyes,
I see an empty space,
with only her existance,
"Where is my other half?"
She asked.
Tears started to roll,
eyes wet with emotions,
Alone in the cage,
with not a single sign of him,
"Where is he when I needed him most?"
Why did my master's father........
have to send him away?"
"Look,
I'm alone now...
Who else there to accompany me?
Through heavy rain,
heavy storm,
who is there to sleep beside me?
Like a picture below....



I'm all alone....
Who is there for me?
Two.....
Is
Better
Than
One......"

I'm lonely.....

Cheers,
Bay

Reflection

Looking upon the Image in the water,
I see someone,
pale and sad,
Clouds with thoughts,
"Who is he?"
I asked.
" Is he....Me?"
"In The Past?"
"Who is the guy?"
"Staring straight back at me?"
"Why is my reflection show.... someone I don't know?"
"When will my reflection show......
"Who I am inside?"

"Why must we all conceal?"
"What we think?"
"How we feel"
"Must there be a secret me
Im forced to hide?"

"When will my reflection show...
who I am inside....?"

Here,
I am,
flashing back,
the thoughts that I have in mind,
Memories slipped like a symphony played,
Who I am?
When will I,
find myself?

Hehe, I'm not emo, just have this thoughts to write this thing out.. Is a very nice song by Lea Solonga - Reflection and also Christina Aguilera - Reflection. What a wonderful song and beautiful lyrics, I grasp the meaning deeply.

Lea Solonga Version - Reflection



Christina Aguilera - Reflection



In Love with Disney song ~ Usual routine for today, nothing to write ~ See Ya ~

Cheers,
Bay

Complain!

Mom just never fail to complain in everything I've done! I just asked for Rm20 to buy some food so that I can save some pocket money ( Dad giving me daily ) and I get complain from her THRICE in just 1 asking! Wth is this? If she's not giving then just said so, but complain thrice? Who can stand it anyway? Futhermore, I'm getting headache after jumping here and there in gym class and still am headache now grrr... Came back home and get complain! Who likes it anyway? Even my Mother also having problem with my grandma just because she keep on complaining about my mom's doing and now my turn? Man, women are troublesome no matter what ages they are! Zzzz.. I'm not updating anything today, not feeling well due to headache even after I took my nap too! Gosh, what a day! Nights ~

Cheers,
Bay

Happy Birthday !

Happy Birthday To You ~
Happy Birthday To You ~
Happy Birthday To Joe and Venizo ~
Happy Birthday To You ~

I don't know whether you guys will read my blog or not but still, I wish you both may all your dreams come true ~ ! Been 6 to 7 years friendship with you guys, time sure pass fast.. Miss the days that we used to play same online game and stuff too but I guess you guys were busy now and then.. Nevertheless, keep in touch ya!

Hard to forget you especially we have been together as friends for years...

Cheers,
Bay

21st November 2009

Sorry, can't seems to get any title for this post so I just put date for today! Ah! Freaking tired + Freaking heavy rain pour = Nice day to sleep! LOL! anyway, today really tired after a long 3 to 4 hours of exercise + dancing + PJ + Yoga in gym really break my bones but can't help it. I feel so refresh + so happy after finished all these exercise. Seems like I pretty much enjoy it but is like hell due to long hours of exercise. Woke up at 9am and I already have to start preparing to go to gym! Aihz, in order for me to get slim and packs, no choice, have to burn my calories, fats in order for me to get shape else, Haha, you might even laugh at me in the future having a walking egg on the street LOL!

Stupid Rain just won't stop these days! And I get wet due to F**king rain! Argh!!!! Was walking half way back home when the rain started to fall! Damn it! Just when will the rain stop?! I have enough of this! Enough of getting myself wet! What more than I'm wearing white T-shirt today?! Grrrr !!! Was damn tired after gym some more walking back home + freaking heavy rain! What more than no lunch for me?! Mom didn't buy any lunch for me today and she have to attend her graduation ceremony. This just won't get any better! Have to stuff my tummy with 2 packet of Maggie mee Tom Yam LOL! At least something hot once in a while hehe! But mom always complain that I eat too much maggie mee, my hair starts to fall now! She just love to complain on every stuff! From vege to my hair, from rabbit to money, whatever that I got involved, she will take and complain every now and then! Grrr! I scold her back that is better if I eat more maggie mee, hair will just fall without getting any haircut! That will help to save some money for you! LOL! Then she keep quiet without saying a word HAHAHA! At least I win!

Tomorrow no church and that means I can stay up late tonight, trying to get my char to lvl60 in Red Cliff (RC) now already lvl58, left 2 more level and I can go for battlefield with my other comrades hehe! Chiong arrrr !! Just now went to eat tong shui with Kum, Heng and Yan and then they come to my house to take something since Kum already format his computer so he have to come and take some setups and files for him to install and we had a nice chat hehe.. Never been so much fun lately, at least I enjoyed it, and I've showed them some interesting anime ( some might be pervert though ) and they just laugh and laugh and laugh! Haha! at least they won't get bored coming to my house hehe... Something to entertain them! Feeling so happy!

My best friend, Joe birthday is coming real soon! 23rd of November together with my dearest brother, Venizo too! I wonder how are they as I'm really miss them too much lately. I guess I shouldn't wish them too early, maybe save till Monday 12am only I start to wish them. Just hope they are in KL now, at least I can give birthday present or celebrate birthday with them.. Long time never meet, kinda feel lonely without them Haihz... Well, can't help it though,they busy with work and I'm busy with my studies too Sigh.. I just got back my result but only World Englishes and I get 76 for WE Sigh.. Really disappointed! I got high expectation in English subject that I can score A but in the end, I get B+ Sob sob... I guess I took wrong course, should have taken Music or English Language, now regret is too late already.. I guess I should continue in my 3D animation subject. Ganbatte Kudasai! I know I can ! Yosh !!

Seems like the news about Snowing in Kuala Lumpur is fake ! Ish, and I thought I can at least experience snow in my area but none.. Well, is better that way though, at least doomsday won't happen that early hehe.. Should at least let me enjoy my life first before I'm ready for it..

K, write till now, if got anything else then I'll update it here so stay tune peeps! Goodnight and take care! You too Eddie!

Cheers,
Lenux

Today

Won't be updating my blog if there's nothing happened like Today so see ya peeps! Take Care!

Cheers,
Lenux

Dependent

Ahhh, Emo today! LOL! I wasn't sure whether I should or should not emo since is a very small case anyway, but then, it means alot to me.. Nevertheless, I'm okay already! Becoming the happy lappy kid once more hehe.. Father wasn't feeling quite well today and I'm quite worry about him.. Today he just vomit several times and then I bring him to see doctor but the clinic didn't open today Gosh.. He then shoo me to go for gym. I bid farewell to him before I start walking to Leisure Mall. Today very funny! First, Yew and I went for BodyJam, a hiphop kinda style of dancing and I had lots of fun dancing with the music Yeah baby ~ Ohya, alot of them ( Aunties and Uncles ) were enjoying it too! Shouting and dancing is just what I want! That's the supposing feelings that I should have ya know? Hehe.. Guess the next class is what?!

BELLY DANCING ! Yew and I thought of joining the class but all ladies were in with don't know what ling long belt attached to their belly.. I guess is something necessary item to be wore on before you start dancing. What caught my attention is that the trainer is not a woman but A GUY! WOW! I didn't know that guy were able to teach belly dancing THAT WELL! Furthermore, his body is wayyy flexible than the other guys I've ever seen! WOW! Seriously, he was amazing! A Chinese guy too! I wonder how he trained to teach and dance so well? Must take a chance and ask him about it LOL!

I've met 2 new Indian girls that were exercising in Fitness First and we start to make friends too! I forgot their name but they remember my name so well that they know I'm Gabriel after I've introduced myself a couples of minutes ago. I asked them to join us ( me and my friend ) for some class and they agreed joining us but that will be next week. Can't wait for next week to come weee ~ Ohya, I've meet and befriend one of the aunties in BodyJam and she's kind to me too! Hopefully can meet her again soon.

I wanna be someone whom others can depend on me for everything.. Not the opposite. I don't want to burden others but let others to rely on me. I wasn't be able to do anything on my own, not even my own personal things. I wished I can start to change right now, start to take responsibility, start to be mature, to change to be a better person.. Well, at least not to emo that much and now, I start to realize that all of my surrounding aren't happy at all.. Especially my brother, Hung whom just broke up lately.. Seeing him that emo and I wasn't be able to help out but gave a few words of advice and try to be there for him that's all I can do.. I start to realize how useless I can be all the time, giving problems to others not knowing how to behave like a grown up guy.. I feel, it is time I should take care of myself and others too! I'm sorry for so much things I've done that have hurt you peeps...Sorry is all I could say now. I just wish, you guys can depend on me someday...just wish....

Freaking tired after all these exercise, went back home and took a nap without changing my clothes zzzz... And am still tired too! Haven't take my afternoon nap, guess I have to sleep early today.. Nights Peeps ~

Cheers,
Lenux

Will it be true? - Don't go dying on me !

Lenux reporting in ! Today I've read a news in facebook, an article stated that :-

*URGENT* Snowing in Kuala Lumpur

One of our GMTeam crew got this email today. Watch out Kuala Lumpur!

Dear all,

For those who miss last weekend newspaper on the flood situation in Kelantan and Trengganu, the weather forecasted for around this coming November 15th is cold Siberian wind (due to melting of the ice caps – global warming) will be heading towards the equator and will result is another round of heavier rain hitting the East coast states. In this connection, the freak winter storm predicted for coming November 20th (article below) may have some truth, just stay aware and note the freaky weather in KL from now.
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Rumours are surfacing about a freak winter storm that is expected to hit the Kuala Lumpur city centre on Friday, 20 November 2009 at around 7pm. Being near the equator, KL has never experienced such a cold weather phenomenon and residents used to the hot and humid weather are warned to take serious precautions.
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Reliable sources think that there are reasons to believe these rumours following some unusual weather-related events that many parts of the world have experienced in recent history. Those who have never experienced extreme cold weather are advised to stick close to one another for support. I suggest reading this article on How to Survive Being Stranded in Snow and other similar ones you can find easily on the internet.
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As I personally know some of these sources, I will send out further notices as we get closer to the anticipated event. Remember, mark 20 November 2009 in your diaries. In such an occurrence, there is safety in numbers so stay close to one another, especially after office hours!

DO YOU BELIEVE THAT FOLKS?! IS IT REAL?! DID THE MAYAN PREDICTED THE TRUTH? OH MY GAWD! IF DOOMSDAY IS HAPPENING NOW AND THEN, I PRAY THAT YOU GUYS WILL ASK FOR FORGIVENESS BEFORE YOU DIE ! And here I personally, sincerely ask for forgiveness from you guys, especially Eddie for treating you guys bad, sorry, please forgive me...

Anyway, if the article is true, you peeps please take precaution, who knows what might happened? Real or not nobody knows so be prepare k? Eddie, don't go dying on me! Whatever it is, please take extra care of yourself since the weather is changing, raining non stop ( I F**KING HATE RAIN NOW!! ) just because of the rain, I get scolded from my mom again.. Sigh, poor rabbit, fully wet just now.. newspaper, plastic and clothes too! I tried to clean up the whole mess, picking up those rabbits shit ( Yewwww? ) and WHAT THE F**K? THEY BOTH GO MAKE LOVE IN FRONT OF ME!! AND WHAT MORE? ON THE TIME WHEN I'M PICKING THEIR SHITS?! WTF?! Unbelievable man, just unbelievable... such a Great Day today right? =)

Today cooked myself a breakfast set with German Sausage, Bacon, egg and bread served with Kimball Chili Sauce.. Fantastic man, just marvelous but fattening LOL! Too much meat for a meal, no wonder I can't be thin.. Really need to control my food intake or else you will see me like an egg soon. Why egg? Cause body big and oval with tiny miny head and legs, really featuring an egg walking on the street LOL! Some more sleep after eat will really make you fat! But can't help it, really very sleepy after my breakfast so Poof! Goodnight!

Anyway, that's all I do for today, as usual, game all the way.. Thought of finding someone to chit chat with so I search my phone contact, finding people to chat but ended up 0 Aihz.... I continue my game, see ya folks.. Take extra care k?

Cheers,
Bro

Tired 3rd Edition - Holiday On The Run !

Phew !! I'm finally done with my last assignment, the Clay modeling ! Yippee !! Finally, I can get some peaceful rest hohoho.. Don't get jealous babe, you will get it soon right? Christmas I'm sure you all have holiday right? Haha, just be patience, good things will come eventually =) Anyway, I was damn damn DAMN busy yesterday, trying to finish up my model but of course, I've done it and it looks AWESOME! Totally different from before and I really happy that I can create such MARVELOUS model with such colorful colors ~ Really proud of it! My friend snap a photo of my model, waiting for him to send it to me but I guess it won't be these few days cause he will be having a trip to Penang 3 days 2 night ( That's what I heard from him ) so probably by next week, I should have the picture so stay tune abit more peeps!

Ohya, I hand in my assignments today and I guess they were quite surprise to see my model done much better than the last time! Hehe, Of course! I've spend 3 whole day just to get it done, of course is much better than last time! I've put alot of effort on it and I even color the board too! With a symbol of a crown, that's remind me of Kingdom Hearts symbol, a King's necklace wore by Sora, my favourite character in Kingdom Hearts and I didn't know that until my friend said it this morning.. My next semester schedule pretty tight, having class everyday! Combination of Year 1 and Year 2 subject is like a burning red pot smashing on your skin! I guess I have to start burning midnight oil starting next year! Every subject is Studio Base and NO THEORY SUBJECT ! OH MY GAWD ! Well, I guess I have to be more hardworking than now, no more lazy lifestyle!

As usual, never get any free time during the day, only at night I have to spend abit of my time on gaming ( Have to relax abit right? ) seems like I'm getting pretty busy lately but not anymore since is HOLIDAY Already !! Banzai !! Gonna make myself busy by going to Gym everyday! My friend also booked me already, everyday have to go for gym ( got class there ) spend at least 2 to 3 hours per day just for gym but I still fat anyway Sigh.. have to stop eating junks from now on.. More Milks, yogurt and of course, vege and fruit too ! Ohya, speaking bout food, just now Kum and Heng came to my house helping Kum to do his assignment and I let them taste my food! LOL! Kum said eatable but Heng said that is well cooked but not that tasty ( Oyster Sauce Chicken with Chopped Potatoes ) guess next time I have to pour more Oyster Sauce before I scoop it out Hehe..

Things get pretty lighten up nowadays, enjoying how busy life can be.. Just have to stay positive and keep yourself busy then you will eventually helping yourself to emo less ( you can't stop yourself from emo-ing ya know? Everyone got feelings ) Things get crazier, messier and busier nowadays, but seems like it is coming to a stop, Will I be back my emo self again? Or will I not? Let's leave it to God's decision but of course, I don't wish to be emo again.. I'm loving my current life now, busy busy busy but happier and more positive ( I hope so? ) Haha, have to enjoy life to the fullest or else you will regret it.. Who knows if 2012 is true right? Just be happy and be positive, I guess that's how life should work eh? I guess we sooner or later have to migrate to China or Africa in order to survive from natural disaster like 2012 LOL! That's the safest place that we might have a chance to survive hoho...

Anyway, I write till here.. Have to continue gaming, don't waste the opportunity when you can actually do something or else you will regret !

Cheers,
Bay

Tired 2nd Edition

Sorry, I'm too tired to update my blog.. I just finished coloring my model and this and that so sorry peeps! See ya tomorrow ~

Cheers,
An-G ( Angel Gabriel )

Tired...

Yoohoo peeps! I'm freaking tired to update today's blog so I make it short whenever I can.. Today seems like a good tiring day for me cause of Church choirs ( luckily Pei Pei, my teacher didn't come so no class or else, I guess I will yawn quite alot of time ) and sing throughout the day.. from 11 to 12 or so I can't remember, guess I'm getting old now already ! Ish.. Ohya, after Church, went to have a nice lunch with my mom in Leisure Mall eating in Kenny Rogers Roaster! I heard they got new menu so today went to try and it tasted quite okay the food.. But I believed other restaurant are much better than this so I recommend try others first before coming to this shop.. Ordered Caramel Chocolate Ice Blended wee ~~ I love that drink LOL! And my mom complained that her coke didn't served so in the end, she get coke as free drink LOL! Nice service but food taste okay only.. That's pretty sad..

I went to Giant shopping together with my mom and bought lots of thing back home too! Rm99 in total and we got sausages, chipsmore, yogurt ( Pure ), HL milk, dutch lady chocolate milk and ETC. My friend said male shouldn't drink too much of milk cause it is meant for girls mostly to drink for private part to grow ( I guess? ) I have no clue on this, just heard that from others so don't complain / debate / scold or angry for saying this. Anyway, I went to market with my mom too in the morning, learned quite alot of things from her like what sort of name for certain vege, fish and etc. but nobody drop their money today =( can't get any luck Sigh.. Hehe, gonna start making some new dish out pretty soon! Hopefully I can snap some pretty good pictures of the dish then I'll post it here whenever I can so stay tune!

Ohya, I've done coloring my model, it looks pretty GOLD now, ain't cheap anymore ( That's what my lecturer said, it is a cheap king Grrrr ) and I almost used up my white arcrylic as well as gold color too! I wonder I should get another box of it or not hmm.. Rm30 per box is costly! I guess I better save some or else I'm GG-Fied! I Wonder I can hand in on Tuesday or not, some more I thought of writing a short story regarding all the character given by Mr Teh.. If can finish everything today, that's pretty cool! Now my model looks nice already Hoho.. I hope this will surprise that MR Teh so that he can take back his words Hoho.. I plan to color the board white with a goldish crown as decoration too! I wonder whether it looks nice or not hmm.. Anyway, will post the model after I've done everything so stay tune ya!

First time after many years, I start to blender today! WoW, almost spoil it already LOL! After I press On then suddenly stop it, Boom is what I heard! Luckily the thing didn't break apart or else I'm gonna get scolding from my parents LOL! First time make yogurt drink but turn out not as what I expected.. Not sweet just got Mango taste on it.. What I mean is, I'm making yogurt drink with blender lol.. that's why first experience but parents were okay with it but I ain't satisfy! I'm gonna make again someday, maybe tomorrow or this weekend hmm.. Got scolding from my mom cause dirty my own clothes and kitchen cloth and kitchen floor when I try my best to open the yogurt pack but in the end.. Zoooppp! Yogurt flew all over my clothes, cloth and floor and there's where I get scolding from my mom LOL! I scold her back too using her language hehe.. My mom always complain that she can't trust our work but insisted on giving us household chores so I behtahan scold her back if can't trust us then don't give us do LOL! She keep quiet then hahahaha...

Anyway, gonna go sleep, pretty tired already... Sms me or call me whenever you need me so Adios!

Cheers,
Angel Gabriel

Life

Ahh Behtahan !! Been a month already rain started to pour every afternoon till evening! Is frustrating sometimes, and annoyed too! I just can't stand wetting myself because of rainny day! Very sticky and makes me feel uncomfortable ! I'm officially hating rain now ! Ish... Oh well, today I went for a movie entitled 2012 AGAIN with my best friend, Heng ( Hey, best friend doesn't mean you can only have 1 you know? ) and is sooo dam freaking cold ! House 4 in Leisure Mall although fully packed but still freaking cold in there ! And we watch the show 2 seat from the screen.. Imagine how near it is.. My neck and shoulders pain by watching the show non stop for 2 and a half hour and we have to look up to watch the movie.. WoW, luckily my neck still in 1 piece LOL! Anyway, I bought my arcrylic color AGAIN and started to paint my model white with some gold color outline.. Here's the picture of it.. Gonna change everything and start painting from scratch..


I think it looks better than the previous 1 don't you think so? Aww, please agree with me can? Took me alot of time to pain it white cause the color just won't appeared fully white.. Have to re-color it again and again.. My white soon will be gone! Gotta buy 1 white toothpaste so that I can use it without hesitating Hoho!

Actually, not really in a mood today.. Freaking tired and doing the same old thing.. Aww, When can I really go for a trip ? I'm hungry now but I don't know whether I should cook maggie mee or not hmm.. I guess I should or else I will get gastric soon Hoho.. Dad bought back a big frying pan for me to cook western food ( that's what he said ) and a blender too but due to that I'm pretty packed lately, I still can't find some time to browse through the recipe book haihz... I suddenly felt like I enter wrong course LOL! Grandma always used to tell me that I should enter Culinary but then cooking is just my hobby, I don't know whether I should listen to her or not.. I guess that's her wish I think.. nevertheless, I shall always learn more new things so that I can get various job in the future.. Hopefully the end of world won't arrive so soon, I got tons of things I haven't do yet ! Nooooooo......

Just now chatted with my brother, Benjamin. He sound so sad lately, keep telling me that he have a sad life and I wonder why.. I told him that " if you have a sad life, then change it " but then he just refused to listen to me and keep on repeating that he unhappy nowadays.. God, nobody decide how you have to walk the road of your own life, you have to decide it yourself.. Although I'm used to being emo all the while, but I guess I should change the way I think.. Nobody likes sad people anyway, why should I live a sad and miserable life If I have a chance to be happy? The road of life is difficult to walk.. sometimes you might even give in to the devils, doing all bad deeds that you might even can't forgive yourself when you realize it.. but nevertheless, it is never too late to repent, it is never too late to change ( that's what I always told my friends )

I watched this show called " 2 become 1 " staring Richie Ren and Miriam Yeung ( sub star will be Justin Lo ) where Miriam Yeung had an illness called breast cancer and she's the unlucky 1.. Get cheated by boyfriend, scolded by boss, nobody in the family realize her appearance and she decide to commit suicide but failed in attempt to.. She was very unhappy, very miserable and Richie Ren try to change her.. In between the show, Miriam Yeung went to consult her own doctor and saw this picture of Richie Ren holding a camera. In the picture were words written by him saying that " keep positive in negative time " changed Miriam's life. She became more confident, happier and then ended up doing breast cancer operation. In the end, she became a very mature young mother with her daughter in a shop buying stuff.. These word " Keep Positive in Negative Time " always reminds me that I should stay positive no matter what happened then only you will find true happiness ( well that's what I thought ) so peeps, remember to stay positive all the time k?

P/S : Finding a chance to tell you how important you are to me

Here's some songs I wanna share it with you.. Three - Britney Spears and Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyes Pea. Enjoy folks!

Three - Britney Spears



Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyes Pea



Cheers,
Bay

A Moment of Silence

let's take 5 minute in Silent..

5 minute....

4 minute....

3 minute....

2 minute....

1 minute....

AHHHHHH !! BEH TAHAN !! Today went to Uni early than usual, reach there bout 9am in the morning and try to finish up my model and I actually did finished it on time but get a negative feedback and have to redo it again! Haihz... Seriously my luck has gone down to the bottom.. About lecturer's comment, I do not wish to say it anymore,if you want to know, please ask me personally.. Too sad to post it here .. oh by the way, I already knew it will turn out to be like this so I'm okay anyway.. Then later I had a good afternoon show with my college friends.. IS 2012 MOVIE !! Man, I strongly encourage you guys to go and watch it ! Is really interesting ! I'm gonna watch it again tomorrow hoho... Since I need to redo my model, guess I've gotta buy another arcrylic color the third time AGAIN ! I don't mind buying it as long as I've got my work done on time.. Now I've gotta submit it next Tuesday before I can enjoy my holiday wuu wuu...
Someone please save me !! Hell, I hate my lecturer ( Mr Teh ) oops, forgot that I should not mention it here.. Haihz.. Totally moodless today, and freaking tired too! Whole day busy.. I guess tomorrow too gonna be a pretty busy day for me awww... Nevertheless, I will not give up eventhough I've failed many times too! As long as I put my hearts in, I'm sure I can get something nice out right? Yosh!! Ganbatte !!

Sorry peeps, I'm kinda tired today.. Spare me please k? I'll upload more tomorrow If I can.. today just suddenly thought of my brother.. so long we never have a chat already, I wonder how he is lately.. Should I SMS him? I almost forget about him but suddenly remembered him.. Miss the time where we have our sweet chat through MSN and games.. I hope he didn't forget about me.. Miss you bro.. Oh Oh, I almost forget ! Today is Wai Weng's bro big day !! And Jon too!! Am here gonna wish you two Happy Always !! May all your wish come true !! Take care ya Sai Lous!

Cheers,
Mr.G

Presentation - Holiday !

Finally! Took almost half a day to finish up my model! And now I've finally finished it! * Banzai* Just left the cloak to put on and abit of here and there and walla! I'm ready for presentation! ( 10am in Uni till 6pm+ back home ) WoW, took wayyyy lots of time to finish it! And guess what? It turns out to be ugly! Wayyyy Ugly! I hope I can just pass it is enough Ugh... Here's the actual piece that I've colored using Photoshop :-

The body color is yellow white ( egg yolk color ) then I bring it to Uni.. The first thing my friends saw it, they say " Yewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww" Is UGLY! I kinda agree with them. It may look nice in photoshop but once you color it on the clay, it SUCKS! The color is damn not nice! Out of misery and the "Ugh" feel, I quickly consult their advice and change the color quickly without 2nd thought.. So the next version is:-


Ugh, don't know why I still prefer the yellow white color for the body.. Guess I pretty much love harmony color eh? Haha.. Been working whole day just for this model is not worth it! I miss my game... Haihz.. Some more heavy rain pour down this afternoon till evening, stopping us from going back home.. Imagine me and 2 of my friends stuck inside the classroom just for doing this clay model? Gawd, unbearable! But I need to credit my friends Usaid and Su Li for helping me out today, I'm thankful to know them Hehe.. They help me alot for fixing here and there and help me to get the right color too! If without them today, I guess I'm still stuck at home coloring this King.. Anyway, I'm done soon and after that is HOLIDAY !! I wonder what I should do stuck at home doing nothing.. Maybe try to cook some new dishes for my parents to taste I guess hehe..

Bout 6 30pm I reach home, thought of cooking dinner but Dad tell me not to cook if I'm too tired but I convince him I can cook so he also okay bout that but later on I told him I'm not cooking cause too lazy already LOL! But still I got sweep and mop the floor like usual.. And No Dinner too! Thanks to my aunt for her extra dish, very nice especially to those who are hunger for food LOL! Cook some rice serve with her vegetable dish then that's all for dinner! Luckily today got Pasar Malam ( Night Market ) so my mom and I went to get food ( Char Keow Teow ) and eat some steamboat ( those sold in a stall ) and thought of getting some red cloth but those stall that are suppose to sell handkerchief or cloth all didn't open! What a great great day today ~ I got a feeling that tonight's gonna be a good good night ~ Sucks ! I'm getting fat soon ! First I have my dinner with Vegetable and then Char Keow Teow + Steamboat.. My tummy is growing very fast !! Damn it! I'm starting to miss Fitness First already !! Speaking bout that, I still short of money to pay for the fees.. any kind-hearted person out there can sponsor me some? Pretty please?

Tomorrow have to arrive Uni by 9am so I guess I have to sleep pretty early today.. Guess I play some games then only sleep.. Goodnight peeps!

Cheers,
Lenux

I Got A Feeling

I Got a Feeling ~ That Tonight's Gonna Be A Good Night ~

Today as usual, wake up and start doing my model ~ Woohoo~ Finally I completed 70%!! Protector, Arm Guard, Leg Guard, Hand, Feet all finished colored! Left the head, weapon, hair and feet nails then I'm finish! Gotta ready for presentation Yo! Didn't take picture of it, I guess my friend will start snapping all the models photo then I will ask from him and then I'll post it here so stay tune ya peeps? Okay? Okay!

While I was coloring my model, I thought of Eddie. Got the feeling wanna tell him " Hey, Thanks for reading my blog, Take Care " And I seriously do it without realizing I've already pressed the button "Send" LOL! Anyway, you doesn't need to ask anyone, I know it from Nuffnang website. I can see who viewed my blog and I already know it from the start, nobody tells me anyway. If you want to continue read it, feel free to do so. You didn't reply my message so I guess I know the answer, anyway, thanks for reading Heh... I was sad of course but is just temporary, cheered up afterward LOL!

Kum came to my house today and do all his paper work and start printing his assignment while I was busy coloring my model. Glad that I could be of help to him LOL but I was busy so can't help him much in his assignment as I also have my assignment to handle too! Guess after this Friday presentation, I'm free like a bird! Then I can help u in your next assignment k? Gonna start busy after this Friday, can't always stay at home already! My friend, Yew already booked me for Gym every weekdays Oh Gosh... I wonder I got enough money to pay the fees or not.. Rm168 need to pay this week and now I only got RM70.. Please please please, miracles happen! Like money fall from the sky? LOL! I just wished my mom could sponsor me just a little.. Anyway, I guess I've done a pretty good job today doing housework and cook for dinner LOL!

I finished all the household chores then I told my dad " Dad, can we go visit Grandma later? " He replied Okay LOL! My dad wasn't feeling so well lately, got " zhi chong " so can't move much and sit properly, gotta cook something good and healthy for him. That's why I've borrowed 3 cookbook from my Aunt to learn! I hope I can cook a nice dish for my dad to eat. Ohya, my dad booked a blender for me already, can't wait to get it! I wanna make yogurt drink for him.At least something healthy. Grandma also not feeling well, guess many people was sick nowadays due to the weather keep changing but I had a good chat with her today Heh.. Quite happy to see her today, and really missed her so much.. Pretty rare for me to do this! Was happy today, pretty much happy the whole night LOL! K, continue gaming ~ See ya peeps !

Cheers,
Bay

A day too long for something to miss

Hey yo Peeps! How's ya doing? I'm fine here as always, and no worries, today didn't get teasing from Mr. Teh ( First time in my whole life, WoW, that's miracle! ) and credit to my friend, Usaid for helping me on my king's head, now I've finally done the whole model! *YaY* Have to start color it whole tomorrow, no time to waste since Friday ( Change day to Friday ) is the presentation, have to rush things up! Which means I've gotta stop playing computer already! Aww.. Anyway, today was really unlucky. Something bad happened to me! I was locked in! I came back and I throw the key else where and start collecting clothes since is raining heavily outside and all the clothes are wet ( Duhhh ) and I wet myself too! Thanks to the Rain, now I freaking hate rain! Never ever mention it! So right, I was rushing to collect all the clothes in and then head to gym since 3:20pm is BodyBalance class so I quickly change my clothes ( my friend,Yew and my sister was rushing me ) and then only realize that, WHERE THE HELL IS MY KEY?! That time was already 2 40pm and I haven't have my lunch too! So I quickly search the whole house only to realize that my key was thrown into the balcony, in the corner of the wall, stuck there... WTH! I searched for like 15 minutes only then I've found it.. When I go out... The rain stopped. Is this a joke? Man,really bad luck!

I was so in a hurry, I run out from the house, took a cab and meet my friend in Leisure Mall only then that I know that the class is at 4:20pm not 3:20pm.. I... was... damn... speechless... standing there with my mouth opened wide with the thought of WTF?! Why am I even rush? Waste my time and money and effort too! Frustrated, I pull my friend to Sushi King and have a blast! Ate 1 Kodomo Bento and few plates and my friend ate 5 plates of sushi too! Total cost me around Rm5x ( WOW, NOT CHEAP! ) then only I regret HAHAHHAHAHAHAA... Haven't pay for my gym fees too! This is indeed marvelous! Not to mention that I almost break my backbone, my thigh and my chest, belly and arms too! God, this is overly stretching my body off! BodyCombat was nice, pretty nice that I've sweat alot too! Accidentally kicked my friend in the elbow LOL! Gomen Gomen.. Finished gym then I went to meet my mom and sis ( both also finished work ) then I start scolding my sister for not doing her job! My mom too keep scolding both of us that we can't be depend on. Gawsh, not my fault wei... Anyway, learnt something new today from mom LOL! Can't wait to cook for others, especially my best friend too!

Chatted with Ken, Ee Wil Ken about how's life going on.. He seems pretty cool, having a good and happy life. Didn't know he care bout me too when he saw that I'm moody ( Due to tiredness ) then he's the only person who MSN me and asked me why moody then we had a good chat haha.. He asked bout his homework too! Hey, I can be reliable sometimes you know? Hoho... I got ask him about Eddie, seems like he's doing fine there, Glad to hear that =) Ohya, I still remember he intro me this song, guess I still love it till now hoho.. is by Kelly Clarkson - Sober. Enjoy it peeps!



Here are some funny videos from youtube ALSO introduce by Eddie. A korean guy singing Mariah Carey's song. Here it is, hope it will make you ROFLMAO!

Mariah Carey - Touch My Body



Beyonce - Listen



Mariah Carey - We Belong Together



Mariah Carey - I Still Believe



Mariah Carey - Always Be My Baby



An Official Video by Beyonce - Listen, I kinda like this song.. Downloading it now he he he he...



Cheers,
Bay

Breaking Bone Exercise!

Hey peeps! I'm here to update my blog again! Wala, today i've done alot of stuff ( guess I'm pretty busy during weekdays ) First, I've successfully colored my model ! Here's the picture of it.
Don't think is that nice but I need to have the same color as the queen and my friend told me his model ( Queen ) got Red, Dark brown and white so i used those color for my King. I guess it needs some changes that's why I've just finished colored the white part and the rest I leave it tomorrow to do. Of course, I need to consult my lecturer about the color and guess what? MR. TEH ( Everyone hates Teh ) will come to class again Tomorrow! Hell will once again come to me! Haihz, I hope he won't criticize my drawing, model and color anymore.. I seriously had enough of him, not again this time please.. I still didn't fix the head yet, guess I need some helping hands tomorrow.. Been too useless nowadays, can't do anything on my own.. Everytime I told myself I need to do it right but failed but I won't give up just yet, I will try my best to do! Even if it doesn't score me an A but I will still try my best!

Wah, today I go for Fitness damn unlucky ya know? Walk out of my house, SHAAAAA! Heavy rain pour down from the Sky and I have to run out to take a cab. Reach there already freaking wet and some more my friend didn't reach yet so I alone went for BodyJam and start dancing to the rhythm of the music~ Oh Yeah ~ But freaking embarrassing since I can't even shake my lower body ( especially butt ) and I don't know how those auntie and uncle can dance and shake like nobody business. They even can dance Cha Cha pretty well too! I'm losing to them Noooooo!
but overall, is fun to dance heh.. I even go for BodyBalance, Yoga + Taichi type of exercise, I called it Bone Breaker exercise! Seriously, Auntie and Uncle was the best of the bestest! Already old age and they even can do such shocking exercise than the young's one. You say isn't it memalukan? Come back home already damn freaking tired + I need to cook too! Luckily mom came back home earlier than me so she help me out on that but seriously, Damn tired! Been busy whole day till 10pm only I stop doing everything and start playing, Phew! Tired till no mood adui... Anyway, Liang Jing Ru - Qing Ge still the best song of all ^^



Enjoy it!

Ohya, I thought of changing my name to An-G but sounds like girl LOL!

Cheers,
An-G

Another Day

never got tired of this song LOL!

Today really rush my day off just like that! Busy whole day until 9pm only then I have time to play online game till now hoho.. Anyway, I'm still stuck doing my king's head ( As usual, sigh ) and tomorrow have to start color it already! Damn! How am I suppose to finish it on time? God, please help me out... Anyway, i've finished the feet already,and I guess i use paint to design the spear-like weapon rather than carve it out.. waste alot of time doing it plus I get bored doing the same thing over and over again.. Seriously,need a break from all this.. Tomorrow gotta go for Gym too! I wonder I have enough time for everything or not sigh..

Guess not much thing happened today, just feel terribly tired.. Ohya, Leisure Mall got new shop opened. Is a sushi restaurant called Little Tokyo Japanese Restaurant. The food not bad just the fish is salty ( The fish skin ) and is wayyyyyy expensive than Sushi King. So far so good, eatable is enough for me hoho.. Carol for Christmas is on the way, now preparing the songs.. I was in Techno group but I guess I'm not that good in singing techno tune, I guess Soprano ( girl / kiddy voice ) seems really suitable for me ( Cause I always used that to sing ) but too bad, nobody gonna appreciate that anyway, guess have to practice hard for techno part Sigh.. I wonder this year got Turkey or not, really Craving for it now !! Oh m Gawd, I wished next month will have a lot of activities to participate, like Christmas Party for instance, Carol, Gym and trip or anything else.. I rather go out than staying at home rot! Work? Neh, if I go for work then will waste fitness fees, how? Go for Gym is the only solution!

My cousin wore the dress I've bought for her and she looks prettier wearing it ( Really proud of myself for buying it Hoho, nice to see her look happy ) and then I guess the primary and nursery kids are preparing something for Christmas event, should be a show about Jesus and Jonah with the Giant Whale staring by a little kid. Oh my Gawd,seriously, that Kid really adorable! Very cute and young too! Should be around the age of 3 to 4 and he's really naughty too! Always run here and there and keeps fall down too! Too bad my phone spoiled already ( the camera ) so can't take any picture of it but dad promised me to get me a new phone ( Probably Iphone since I asked him for it ) then I can take all the pictures I want and post it here in my blog so stay tune peeps!

Nothing much to say here, I still wonder when grandma will come back.. How is she doing up there? I heard from my cousin that she's living a good life in my auntie's house, eat, sleep, tv and it repeats again and again and suprisingly, she didn't nag any of them! WoW! I get nagged everyday whenever she's around but not in their place? Weird... I guess I still missed my grandma alot, especially when she's not around.. I missed my friends and brothers too. I Wonder how they are doing there.. Hopefully they are all living well. May God be with them and bless them with a happy life. I now busy till no time to EMO LOLz! But worried always happened to me. Just really need God's guidance and blessing. I feel like annoyed Pey for a sec, Pey, I miss you so much! ( Just kidding MUAHAHAHAHA )

- The End -

Cheers,
Missing is an Illness ( Lenux )

Busy Wizzy Lazy

Busy whole morning till evening doing my model and helping mom throw all the rubbish out.. Finally!! The house become spacious LOL! Mom really is a tough lady! Haha.. By the way, I forgot to take a picture of my model, finished the protector, spear-like weapon and the ear.. Guess tomorrow will be the toughest part of all! Facial ! Have to put eyes, and the expression too! Guess is gonna torture me all day tomorrow! Now think back bout my assignment really got me worried alot.. Seriously, I really wished Sem break can arrive faster.. I need a break! And then gym all day long with my friend, Yew hoho.. Ohya, we planned already! Gonna have a trip to Singapore next month since now only need Rm100 to make a international passport anyway, save lots of cost for me ( well, not actually though )

Hoho, today another unlucky thing happened to me.. I did mention that I'm gonna watch movie today with my friend, Heng but once i step out of my room, heavy rain pour! Same goes to dinner too! Thought of going out for dinner with my friends, Heng and Kum where I need to walk to Kum's house so that he can fetch me go Dolphin but once I take my foot out of my room, small rain became damn heavy rain out of a sudden. WoW! What luck now? But in the end, still manage to go Dolphin and have my dinner with them plus my gor, Sheng Hao too! Had a good chat with them especially planning our trip to go outstation. We suggest to go Redang, Bali, Thailand, Singapore, Penang and Malacca but in the end, come back to Singapore again LOL! Gotta have a chance meet my sons, dad and brothers in Singapore already! *YaY*

Pretty tired today, not gonna talk much.... Night peeps!

I SERIOUSLY,SINCERELY,HONESTLY ADDICTED TO THIS OLD TIME FAVOURITE SONG!!



Somewhere out there ~

Cheers,
Lenux!

A Lightless Home

As the topic stated above, I'm currently living in a unlucky world, having the worst luck ever in my entire life !! First, I cut my finger, 2nd, got scolded by mom because I'm not being systematic enough, 3rd, almost lost my ring but found it back in the end then worse come to worst, WHOLE DAY NO ELECTRICITY AT HOME @(#)@#$*#()$#$&#)$($ how can this be? Is my luck reach to the end already? Oh My Gawd! And my thigh is getting sweaty whole night! I can't even get to sleep at all! Luckily my brother, Ben, SMS me for a chat till I get tired and went to sleep though I always wake up now and then.. Can't get enough sleep at all Haihz... Plus I didn't finish my model's head as what I've expected, gotta do it at home starting tomorrow morning till evening then go for Poker King movie in Leisure Mall ( Hopefully ) and then dinner with my friends, if can, supper at Dolphin! Oh man, seriously, I miss the food there. Is cheaper than other restaurant / cafe and the food is quite delicious plus 1 bucket of Carlsberg worth only Rm30! NOW That's cheap ! But what got me worried is my model... I wonder I can finish it on time or not.. Due date next Thursday! Hopefully I can finish it ASAP! May God bless me Please! Peeps, please pray for me will ya?

Today go sing K with Pey, Fione, Kaoru, Small Ken, Lun ( Someone I don't know ) and Creston. Never had so much fun singing songs already ! Today, I get the feels back ! *Yay* We had a blast singing "Ni Na Me Ai Ta" full with emotional feelings.. I really love it! Love today, love that I have back electricity today, love going to CC and play Online game with my friend.. just a wonderful day for me today! Thanks the Lord for such a wonderful day! Been a while since I last had a wonderful day.. Really appreciate every moment today! Plus, I no longer scare to sing with girl voice today. I can even switch boy and girl voice and sing half of the song today! They even compliment me for able to sing using girl voice, I also quite surprise to know that LOL ! But please, don't call me "half half" anymore although I'm gifted with such ability ( Heh, I'm just kidding, don't say I perasan please, let me shock abit! LOL ) Got 4 new movies I wish to watch. Poker King, 2012, Treasure Hunter ( Jay Chou show though I don't really quite like his acting, Just teman my friend to watch ) and The Storm Warriors 2 ( Got Charlene Choi !! Woohoo !! Love her bery muchie !!)

Here's the detail of every show I'm gonna watch :-

Randy (Louis Koo) has never been a fan of his family's casino business. This all change when one day he got a taste of Texas Hold 'Em Poker over the internet. It is a game of luck, skills and wits.

Once Randy is deemed unfit to handle the conglomerate, Uno (Lau Ching Wan) can then fully assume the position and take over the business for himself.

Uno gives Randy a chance at redemption --- a winner-takes-all poker match between the two. As the last hand of cards is dealt to the two players, who is going to be the Poker King?

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The film explores the idea of a global doomsday event coinciding with the end of the Mayan Long Count Calendar's current cycle on or around 2012 (the northern hemisphere's winter solstice).

Jackson Curtis (John Cusack) is a divorced father who occasionally works as a limousine driver and a writer, while his ex-wife (Amanda Peet) and children live together with her new boyfriend. In Guatemala reports start coming in of mass suicides in the Mayan jungles of people attempting to avoid the impending apocalypse. The IHC (Institute for Human Continuity), a secret organization, has realized the situation and begins constructing vast arks beneath the Himalayan mountains designed to withstand most natural disasters in order save both the human race, significant species, and the greatest treasures of mankind for when doomsday finally happens. There are arguments however about how and when the governments of the world will alert their fellow citizens and even discussions about how the remaining survivors will be selected to survive Armageddon.

Meanwhile on a day trip to Yellowstone with his two young children, Jackson meets Charlie Frost, who hosts his own radio segment and blog about his belief that the Mayans are correct about 2012. Over the coming days vast cracks are found withing the fault lines in California, and despite the pleas from the government that everything is fine, Jackson isn't convinced. Hiring a private plane and gathering crucial supplies he races to his ex-wife's L.A. home to save himself and his family from the Earth's crust displacement occurring all around them. After a long and dangerous race through the downtown streets to get to the airfield, Amanda's new boyfriend Gordon uses his pilot skills to get the family to safety. As they look back the entire cityscape of Los Angeles has already started to crumble into the Pacific.

When they discover that the global cataclysm is happening much faster than expected, they must race to these ships in order to save the human race before all is lost. It soon becomes clear that it's not just Los Angeles that's experiencing disaster, the Yellowstone Supervolcano erupts,Las Vegas is destroyed by a massive chasm that cuts through the city and an ash cloud, more massive earthquakes occur in South America (one of which destroys the city of Rio de Janeiro). Washington, D.C. gets flooded by an enormous tidal wave which crushes the White House, and The Vatican in Rome crumbles into oblivion, destroying thousands of years of catholic architecture and killing hundreds of worshipers within seconds. As worldwide floodings get worse (even at one point beginning to climb over the Himalayas), the US government declares the end of the world.

A group of survivors, including Jackson Curtis and his family must fight their way to China before they can board the great arks and save themselves from the gigantic tidal waves sweeping across the Earth.

Quite Long..............................................................................................

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In the northwest desert where countless prosperous dynasties have flourished and fallen, there is rumour of a buried treasure of unbelievable riches. A group of mysterious guardians have kept the map to the location safe, until a fierce rivalry erupts. A notorious in

ternational crime group, The Company, hunts down the map keepers and before they manage to secure it, the keeper passes the map to a young chivalrous man named Ciao Fei (Jay Chou). Ciao Fei is forced to give up the map to save the live of his mentor's daughter Lan Ting (Lin Chi Ling). Teaming up with archaelogist Hua Ding Bang and Lan Ting, they embark on a dangerous journey to recover the map and fight to protect the ancient treasure.

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Last but not least, My "soon-to-be-favourite-movie", The Storm Warrior 2 !! Ah Sa !!!

The Storm Warriors (simplified Chinese: 风云II; traditional Chinese: 風雲II) is an upcoming 2009 Hong Kong martial arts/wuxia film, produced and directed by the Pang brothers. It is the second live-action film adaptation of screenwriter Ma Wing-Shing's manhua Fung Wan, following the 1998 film The Storm Riders. The Pangs have stated that the film is not a direct sequel to The Storm Riders, but more of a stand-alone film with a separate storyline.^[1] The Storm Warriors is also known by its English-language working title, The Storm Riders II, a title that was changed in order to avoid copyright disputes. Ekin Cheng and Aaron Kwok respectively reprise their roles as Wind and Cloud, who this time find themselves up against Lord Godless (Simon Yam), a ruthless Japanese warlord bent on invading China.

For the film, the Pangs were inspired by Fung Wan's popular Japanese Invasion story arc The Death Battle.^[2] The Storm Warriors was shot primarily in Bangkok, Thailand, and marks the first Chinese film to be shot in bluescreen and on custom-made sets. While it is currently in post-production, the film is expected to be released in Hong Kong on 17 December 2009.^[3]

Woohoo!! Hopefully tomorrow evening I get to finish off 1 of the movie stated above! K, I've gotta go play some Red Cliff before I go to sleep! Tooties Peeps!

Cheers,

Brother

Always waiting for A Message

Today can consider Unluckiness In Life - Bound to Happen Part 2! Morning woke up and then quickly done my drawing ( Actually, just darken the line ) cause its gonna rain soon so after finished everything, took a cab and went to Leisure Mall for a drawing scan but on the way home, is still bright outside and without rain too! Wasted Rm3 for scanning ( A3 size ), Rm3.80 for cab and Rm4.xx for a cab too when going back home so total cost around Rm1x for such a clueless weather today.. Just because of 1 drawing wasted Rm1x is not worth it! I can just walk to Leisure Mall to and flow without waste a penny on transport!

2nd unlucky thing happened today is got scolded from mom by not doing my job well ( in cooking issue ) didn't do exactly the way she done it ( steps by steps on cooking a dish ) and really cause quite a mess in kitchen room but overall, I still can finished preparing the dish I want so is okay anyway, but I've lost my ring wuwu.. luckily sis found it on the bed and give it back to me or else I've gotta buy another 1 to replace it.. My precious ring~ sound like Smeagel in Lord of The Ring LOL!

3rd Unlucky thing will be when I went out to get my supper with my sis and mom but the Porridge shop ( Yes, porridge for supper ) didn't open!! Gawd.. Why so many things happened to me today! waste my energy to go down and come back up with nothing but an empty stomach...

Tomorrow have to finish up all my model's figure before Tuesday so that I can start applying color on my model.. I've gotta speed up my pace or else I might fail in this subject haihz.. I'm sure I can get everything done by this Sunday hopefully.. I just got my drawing scanned today so here it is..
Although my drawing sucks alot compare to my other friends, at least I try my best to do it.. I've already start applying color on my drawing but it doesn't look nice.. Gotta confront Mr Dennis for help before I can post the colored one here, stay tune peeps! More to come hoho!! Ohya, got new anime to intro you and an old song to intro to you guys! An anime called Nyan Koi! Here's the picture and some plot about this anime! Hope you like it!


Junpei Kōsaka is a second-year high school student who despises cats and has an allergy to them. It just so happens that his high school crush is Kaede Mizuno, a girl who adores cats. One day, while walking home from school, Junpei kicks an empty can and unfortunately breaks the local neko-jizō (guardian deity of cats). He finds he can now understand what cats are saying, including his family's own ill-tempered cat, Nyamsus. However, if he does not fulfill 100 wishes from cats, he will turn into a cat himself, and die of his own allergies. ^[2]

Direct Copy and Paste from Wikipedia, Too lazy to type it out LOL! Here's the song I've mention, is called Breathless - Shayne Ward



Sorry about the video, this is all I can find, others are all disabled by request from other people so I can't get the link right. Please bear with it, TQ!

Here's the lyric, hope you like it!

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

Recently, I'm quite bored as nobody message me thru SMS. I hope I can chat with someone thru SMS! I'm Bored! Save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Cheers,
Lenux