A little Emo today..

Seems like I'm pretty not in a mood today..
remind myself of something from the past,
how?
i wonder how can I get over it,
i wonder how can I get over this feelings,
i try to remind myself that all these while,
is just a fake memories,
that it is not true,
but somehow,
I can't seems to let it go...
will this feeling,
keep torturing me?
or..
will it go away soon?
Sigh....

A little bit of here and there

Abit happy yet abit sad,
what is wrong with me?
I do not know,
but somehow,
memories just flashback to me,
I can't seems to ignore it,
so...
am I back to myself again?

Anyway,get to win a game of dota today with gg player whom I don't even know except my online brother LOL i used Lion and die the least compare to my other time.. Worst game is this afternoon, die for 2x or maybe 3x time!! OMG,that was embarassing. So far so good la,living my life just like that though is really bored without anything to do.. Don't feel like watching drama,anime,nor play PSP but get to sleep la.. Gonna be pig soon! Luckily next sem start next week,at least i got smtg to do or else... i'm becoming fatter and fatter! Merdeka soon, and my friend + gor birthday soon.. I hope I can celebrate his birthday this coming monday :D everything will be alright!

Rainbow Appeared After Heavy Storm!

Do you remember how Rainbow appear?
Follow what we had learn back in the past,
It was primary 6 if I'm not mistaken,
Rainbow always appeared when a heavy storm subside,
Nature,
Isn't it fascinating?

Life,
and problems,
comes together,
whether we like it or not.

Problems,
is just like a heavy storm,
no matter how big or small it is,
once it hit the earth,
Tragedy happens.

Heavy rain pour,
Heavy wind strikes,
Loud lightning roars,
but when everything gone,
a rainbow appeared.

Life is always full of obstacles,
like a heavy storm,
always negative,
but I'm pretty sure that,
when everything solve,
when everything gone,
slowly,
steadily,
a rainbow will appeared,
like they say,
"Good Luck will come when Bad Luck gone"

I'm pretty sure,
and always hope,
and wish,
that 1 day,
I will get the good luck,
since now,
heavy storm rule my heart,
but as long as,
i keep the faith,
face the world with a smile on my face,
nothing can stop me,
from clearing this storm,
and soon,
the rainbow will appeared,
and I will find my happiness.

Just believe in yourself,
never give up,
never stop trusting,
nor believing,
1 day,
You will found your own road.

=) Smile to the world,and the world will smile back to you!

Footprints in the sand

Found this when I'm searching for pictures to put in blog,
somehow it reminds me of something,
and I was deeply touch,
read it carefully,
dear Lord,
I hope and always hope that you will carry me along the journey of life,
and always stay by my side,
protecting me,
guarding me,
Lord,
sorry that I've been selfish all this long,
sorry that I never been a good child to you,
sorry that I always broke our promise,
sorry again that I never truly,faithfully believe in you,
somehow I scare to pray,
everytime i pray,
things flashback,
how I taken things for granted,
how I never appreciate those miracles you have done for me,
how I'm blinded and never get to see full picture of your message,
sorry,
Lord.

sorry,I've been so selfish,
sorry,I always wanted the best for myself,
sorry yet again,
that I always put things first before you,
oh how terrible I am,
my heart become like a stone,
but Lord,
please melt it down,
please guard me back to you,
guard me to the road that you want me to walk,
lord,
please,
show me the way,
a road that I should walk,
get me back to the heart of worship,
that I can faithfully,
worship you again.

Amen.

A Promise - Friends Forever!

Do you still remember?
our past?
back in secondary school when we first meet?
when we first have a talk?
when we get scolded together by teacher?
how we used to skip school?
how we used to study in the same class,
same tuition centre,
eat together,
play online games together,
laugh together,
sad together,
and how we quarrel,
but happily face the day the next day?
do you still...
have that memories in you?

Time seems to pass so fast,
we are now 21,
how many 10 years do we have?
we don't even know,
day after day,
time after time,
we struggle in our life,
you and I both aren't young,
sadness,
we keep in our heart,
happiness,
we share together,
problems,
of course we share,
if not,
what friends are for?

Ever since you no longer in KL now,
staying and working in KK,
though is sad for me,
but i know is for your future,
though i miss you lot,
but in our heart,
we both know,
one thing for sure,
that we will,
and always will,
be best friend right?
Till death bring us part,
we will,
and forever will,
be best friend.
This I dedicate to you,
my best friend,
called,
Joe.

Life is like a song - A rhythmic memories

When you see this picture,what is it that you have in mind?
a piece of music notes?
two cassette?
one earphone?
and a MP3/MP4?
Don't see things the way it is,
Look at things in a different angle,
different perception,
try to visualize more...
Again,
what did you see?

For me,i saw a life full with melodies,
a rhythmic life,
with lots of songs,
flowing here and there,
like a rhythmic memories,
keep slipping through our mind,
happiest,
saddess,
things that we miss,
and things that we regret,
is all in our mind,
thanks to this memories that we recalled,
It is now,
forever in our heart.

Life is like a song,
full with different types of song,
sad,
happy,
heart-broken,
emo,
rock,
pop,
classical,
you name it yourself,
thru the song that we listen,
it has high key and low key,
is like our memories,
have happiness,
have sadness,
have up,
and have down,
is like a cycle,
forever will be there,
never can be forgotten.

Memories,
isn't it something amazing?
When you recall it back,
you might smile over it,
or cry over it,
a flow of rhythm,
that surround you,
trying to indulge you,
into a place,
that only you will know.

This memories,
I shall keep it dearly with me,
forever and ever,
haunting me,
like a song,
that will never be forgotten.

Memories - Friends Forever!

你还记得我们的第一次约定吗？
ni hai ji de wo men de di yi ci yue ding ma?

你还记得那个感觉吗？
ni hai ji de na ge gan jue ma?

我跟你说一说，
wo gen ni shuo yi shuo,

讲一讲，
jiang yi jiang,

我觉得，
wo jue de,

那个感觉，
na ge gan jue,

是很温柔，
shi hen wen rou,

很温暖，
hen wen nuan,

给我一种安全感，
gei wo yi zhong an quan gan,

你是不会离开我，
ni shi bu hui li kai wo,

是永远在一起，
shi yong yuan zai yi qi,

不会分离，
bu hui fen li,

但是，
dan shi,

所有事情都已经变了，
suo you shi qing dou yi jing bian le,

你也离开我了，
ni ye li kai wo le,

也不在我的身边，
ye bu zai wo de shen bian,

我们的约定，
wo men de yue ding,

已经忘记了，
yi jing wang ji le,

所有的事情，
suo you de shi qing,

已经，
yi jing,

变成一个回忆。。。
bian cheng yi ge hui yi..

我还想着你。。。
wo hai xiang zhe ni..