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2:30AM Clock

2:30AM...is the time where I kept my memories most..

2:30AM...is the time where we chatted for so long...

2:30AM... is the time where I forget how long has time passed...

2:30AM... is the time where I will start to think of the past...

2:30AM... is the time I miss you...

2:30AM... is the time I will not forget you but remember it...

2:30AM... is the time that I will always remember...

2:30AM... is the time that most precious to me...

2:30AM...

2:30AM...

2:30AM...

Is the time where I felt alone.....



Time Forgets... The Hurtful Part....

But remembering.... The Happiest Part....

Time Forgets - Yiruma

Wish....

2:30AM can come back once again....

Happy Happy !!

3 of my favourite movie I wanna watch right now but who's gonna accompany me?!

Anyway, today is a happy day !! ^^ Weee~ Spend my day outside of the house, traveling from Low Yat -> SeGi -> Time Square -> Pudu -> Mamak Stall LOL! Accompany Kum after his exam then walk around Time Square planning to watch 3 movies that I've posted up there but haven't on screen yet except Christmas Carol but already too late for that since the timing doesn't suit us then we walk around Low Yat looking for modem that Kum want but didn't buy at all after we've found what he wants.. Going out with them sure have lots of fun cause I always make jokes out of everything that I've see LOL! He joined in the fun and start laughing too heh... Guess I aren't that bad in communication am I? Heh...

Then join Heng in Pudu ( He "working" there ) for a game of Red Cliff for 3 hours, chit chatting and discussing something regarding Red Cliff item. It might sound boring but when your friends are with you, everything is fun right? Man, really miss my days together with them in secondary school.. why can't we just turn back the time and start all over again? I don't mind sitting for SPM once again as long as I got friends to accompany me, Right? Hehe... If time can ever turn back again, I wish something just don't happen..... Then finished CC, I've gotta accompany kum back to SeGi to hand in his assignment but never could I imagine that the building block is... abit..... old fashioned, that's all I could say. It is located in Masjid Jamek full with cars, smokes, and crowded with people of all races! The building is quite old and not spacious, seems like not very healthy to people that kind of environment, sorry to say that. But nevertheless, it is a good day! I finally managed to watch people playing L4D 2 !! my hands start itchy just by looking at it! Too much fun already! I can't wait to play it!!!!!!!!!!!!! Must grab the CD ASAP! Ohya, everytime I eat today, my stomach starts to hurt, like wanna go for pangsai but after that, I'm all healthy again o.o? Weird des!

Anyway, is a fun day today! Ate my dinner in Mydeen mamak stall located in Connaught which is totally sucks ( Nasi Goreng Pattaya which is tasteless but spicy hot ) I ate half of the plate and then I give up. The egg is too salty already Aihz.. Next time better call Maggie Goreng than Pattaya zzzz... I've learned my lesson, better not order any rice anymore. Ohya, I heard from Kum that Ying also organize a trip to somewhere this coming end of December in which my friend also organize 1 trip too! Anyway, enjoy your trip ya? ^^

Cheers,
Bay

Left 4 Dead 2 - Christmas Party?!

LEFT 4 DEAD 2 HAS RELEASED !! Grab it now, Grab it fast, Grab it before is too late!! New Map, New features, New Characters, New Weapons ( Axe, Frying Pan, Katana, etc ) New Monster! ( Spitter, Charger, Jockey, etc ) New healing item? ( Can revive dead mates ) and so much more ! I've played only once and I really get addicted into! I can't wait for this coming Thursday cause I'm going to buy it !! Weeee !! Must invite Kum, Heng, Yan and Yew to play only "chi gek " First time play already play expert mode walao! I can't win anyway, since I don't know the road to safe house hehe.. By the way, L4D the first edition, I already finished 3 out of 4 map in expert mode! Pro eh? Hehe.. I think something wrong with my PC nowadays, it keeps hang for no reason! Sigh, guess I need to reformat and install Window 7! Hohoho... I'll see how it goes by then.

Grandma is coming back soon to stay for a while since my 2nd uncle will be coming back for a holiday for few days I guess yippee !! Means I can laze around when grandma is here hoho! She's gonna do the laundry, cooking, sweeping and mopping the floor once again! GG! Haha, I'm just kidding! Guess when both of them come back, I'm gonna cook something delicious for them! Just you wait guys, I'm pretty sure I can cook something nice this time! maybe mixtures of both western and eastern food? Haha, who knows... I'm getting hungry just by thinking of it LOL! Haven't had my dinner yet, guess I'm going now.....

Christmas is coming soon! Is already passed 1 month ever since my semester break starts. Sigh, time sure fly fast.. I lazy already to study! Ugh... New semester starting next month, guess I ain't prepare for it.. Anyway, I was wondering whether this year we ( secondary schoolmate ) will be having a blast on Christmas Eve or not hmm... Was eager for that to happen but then I got carol to attend to Sigh.. which to choose? Maybe I attend half of the carol and half of the party? Can enjoy both so why not? LOL! Hopefully got turkey! Man, I'm craving for that ugh... Hungry des! Anyway, hopefully this time Christmas will have some surprise for me. Been dying for that to happen but I wonder it will or not.. Nevermind, should wait for that day hehe...

Cheers,
Bay

Missing You....

I remembered it very clearly,
in my heart,
and my mind,
that you are clearly visible,
Days that I have with you,
are numbered.

We used to have the world with us,
and belong only us,
Everyday is just like in paradise,
holding hands side by side,
sitting on a mountain top,
staring at the stars,
counting it 1 by 1,
watching the fallen meteor,
and snooze off together,
but now,
I can only see your shadow,
going off,
I can only see your smile,
and smell your perfume,
in my dreams......

The waters calm and still,
My reflection is there,
I see you holding me,
But then you disappear,
All that is left of you,
Is a memory,
On that only, exists in my dreams.

I never felt this much love before,
Loving you is as sweet as chocolate,
Days are bright,
perfectly filled with love,
But rain had poured,
sweets turned bitter,
now,
its gone....

I long for that day,
the day where I've met you,
and start again,
this bittersweet memories.



I love you...

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I love this music played by yiruma - Love me. It was so touching that my heart ache upon hearing it and those sweet memories just flashback non stop. Nearly cry my heart out.. Don't listen for the sake of listening, listen with your heart, let it touch your feelings, and then you will know what I'm talking about..

I miss you...

Cheers,
Bay

Keep a smile for a brighter day !

I got a feeling ~ That tonight's gonna be a good night ! Woohoo ~ yesterday had a fight with my mom about what we both did wrong to each other and I was terribly not in a mood yesterday night and a moody person will get bad luck whole day cause everything you do is just so messed up, so wrong, so bad luck so I better not emo that much ( if can be prevent ). You know what? Red Cliff we have this quest for fishing and I break my record to get the least good fish ( 2 carp 1 tasty if you know what I mean ) and my friend, Heng almost canceled today's dinner due to his grandma's birthday celebration ( which he remembered wrong that is supposed to be next week not today ) and I've skipped today's gym class too! Don't have the mood to go ( and mostly is because I was quite lazy to go cause is in the morning 10 20am! ) The quarrel start when we were eating steamboat and then boom ! Yada yada thingy happened which I don't intend to mention it here.. Anyway, that was yesterday..

Today I'm quite happy hehe! I went to lunch with my friend, Heng + Yew ( After he finished his gym class and thanks to his advice too! Thanks for cheering me up Yew when I needed someone to "hoi gai" ) in Wong Kok and as usual, the food really is "Ma Ma Dei " but the drink is nice! Longan milk shake with Kiwi and then go out whole day with Kum, Heng, Yan for dinner near Sg Long together with Yew but I forgot which restaurant already! Fun is that we 5 people already ordered 8 to 9 food and mixed together and eat LOL! We got Lan Zi Chicken ( Nice! ), 2 Ham Yu Fa Lam Bou Rice ( never tried ), Gong Bou Chicken Rice ( Weird sauce but not bad ) , 1 Tom Yam Fried Rice Thai Style ( Yes! Just too salty ), Tom Yam Soup ( salty too! but nice! ) 1 Herbal Soup, 1 Bak Kut Teh, 1 Plate of Chicken Wings ( Around 10 or so ) , Char Siew Siu Yuk and Char Keow Teow! WoW, Got 11 dish! Not bad not bad! And we manage to finished it up too! But somehow I get stomachache for that Ugh... Not good to be too greedy too sometimes hehe. Ohya, I bought 1 Rm10 cubicard too! Since I already bought 1 Blue Sabre which cost around 1 jade and I left 14 gold.. Have to buy cash item and then re-sell it only I can earn back my money wu wu wu.... Anyway, have a good day today! ^^

Cheers,
Bay

Malaysia Male Record - Green Colour Hair !

Unbelievable !! My hair turned Green !! Like a monster now LOL! But nevertheless, is a new experience to me haha.. new style, new hair color, something that I can't imagine but it came true !! Omg, I'm gonna be a laughingstock for people now... Actually, I asked for Blue Black hair color and they mix and match the color and apply on my hair. Supposingly Blue + Black = Dark Blue but when everything was done, it turns out green !! Never in the world that I know mixing blue + black = green ! Not even my teacher teach me that too ! WoW! Something to amaze for hehe.. But nevertheless, what done is done, gotta bear with it ! Something new anyway heh...

Tired, very tired, a tiredsome day today ! Dancing with the Aunties really consume my body energy phuh... Those aunties are professional, never know what is tired to them. Their dancing skill is superb, can't be compare with us ( Young Adults ) nowadays.. And they know no boundaries too! They can shout, yell, laugh and dance at the same time, enjoying their self very much. Something which young adults will not do much and I'm very proud of them, being so open-minded, so positive.. Something which I should learn from them from now on heh.. Of course I did shout with them cause I already high, enjoying myself to the maximum! Love it very much too! Very refreshing dancing with them. The trainer are very friendly too! Heh...

Tomorrow is a public holiday but I forgot what kind of holiday is that but nevermind about that cause I only manage to go for Pasar Malam nearby Leisure Mall area with my friend Heng and then as usual, visit Kum for chit chat or probably go Cyber Cafe to play Red Cliff with him. Gosh, now I really into this game, can't refrain myself from not playing it! Alot of things I need to achieve in there so I can't give up this game for now! Saturday gonna be alone whole day since my mom and my sis go for Ipoh trip till 10 30pm only back, whoever wanna dine with me on Saturday, feel free to give me a call or SMS then we can enjoy dinner together ^^

Write till here peeps, gotta go for dinner ya? Goodnight !

Cheers,
Bay