Footprints in my heart... A walk to walk with my friends

There's alot of person in my life in which I've encountered,
Some have walk in my life without leaving their footsteps,
Some leave their footprints half way but disappeared the second time I look back,
Some,
leave a memorable footprints that doesn't disappear even Tsunami strike.

I'm pretty lucky to have encountered few person that I've treasure the most,
that never give up on me no matter how rotten I am,
That still here for me,
and accept me the way I am,
Their footprints,
Have left a very deep memories in my heart,
I'm contented,
I'm touched,
I'm happy,
And I'll treasure you as much as you treasure me.

You,
Have given me,
Uncounterable advice,
A treasure that you share it dearly with me,
I'll appreciate it,
And I'll keep that in mind,
As it is something that,
Money can't buy,
Thanks,
For being there for me,
Pey and Gors,
Your care and support,
I will treasure it.

Rainy Days

Yesterday went to sg long to pass the wedding invitation to my friend there while go meet Ying + Lei + Shui to have dinner there. Luckily Eddie didn't go or else i'll emo whole night then LOL but still got sad abit la, reflash back abit la about Eddie and how we ended up as stranger now but then at least he's happy being with Ying and Shui la that's all I wanna know right now.. I ady gave up him le, didnt think much of him lately haha.. Well, the dinner was quite fun having them again, meeting them and sharing our experienced during high school haha, it was really fun to know that we all did done some stun or embarassing things back in the past.. Is Rainy Day yesterday,i felt so excited suddenly.. I wonder why but still I love rain the most! Can't help but listening to the raindrop fall heavily right outside of my house.. Anyway,i also done some shopping yesterday and the other day before yesterday.. Bought 4 shirts which is 2 jackets and 2 t-shirts and 1 jeans..

You know,Kok Heng, 1 of my close friend was so surprise to see me wearing Jeans @@ he said I look like a mature man now, dress way better than my kiddy look last time haha.. even my aunt and cousins also say i look like taiwanese singer LOL and i also thought that i should join TVB or any TV Company la! I look like an actor sometimes, a model or even a singer LOL maybe cuz the way i dress myself gua hehe.. i'm just kidding,don't angry ya! they all went to sing K today, i memang feel like going but now i'm really moneyless sia.. Aihz,if not ady join liao.. i wonder when I got the chance to go sing K when i have to study everyday now for 7 weeks... Short sem ma,then after that I can go work ady on November! Finally can work! And I bought 1 Dissidia Puzzle and is very nice! I just completed part of it.. Hopefully I can complete everything la since i'm the lazy type people.. C ya soon!

A little Emo today..

Seems like I'm pretty not in a mood today..
remind myself of something from the past,
how?
i wonder how can I get over it,
i wonder how can I get over this feelings,
i try to remind myself that all these while,
is just a fake memories,
that it is not true,
but somehow,
I can't seems to let it go...
will this feeling,
keep torturing me?
or..
will it go away soon?
Sigh....

A little bit of here and there

Abit happy yet abit sad,
what is wrong with me?
I do not know,
but somehow,
memories just flashback to me,
I can't seems to ignore it,
so...
am I back to myself again?

Anyway,get to win a game of dota today with gg player whom I don't even know except my online brother LOL i used Lion and die the least compare to my other time.. Worst game is this afternoon, die for 2x or maybe 3x time!! OMG,that was embarassing. So far so good la,living my life just like that though is really bored without anything to do.. Don't feel like watching drama,anime,nor play PSP but get to sleep la.. Gonna be pig soon! Luckily next sem start next week,at least i got smtg to do or else... i'm becoming fatter and fatter! Merdeka soon, and my friend + gor birthday soon.. I hope I can celebrate his birthday this coming monday :D everything will be alright!

Rainbow Appeared After Heavy Storm!

Do you remember how Rainbow appear?
Follow what we had learn back in the past,
It was primary 6 if I'm not mistaken,
Rainbow always appeared when a heavy storm subside,
Nature,
Isn't it fascinating?

Life,
and problems,
comes together,
whether we like it or not.

Problems,
is just like a heavy storm,
no matter how big or small it is,
once it hit the earth,
Tragedy happens.

Heavy rain pour,
Heavy wind strikes,
Loud lightning roars,
but when everything gone,
a rainbow appeared.

Life is always full of obstacles,
like a heavy storm,
always negative,
but I'm pretty sure that,
when everything solve,
when everything gone,
slowly,
steadily,
a rainbow will appeared,
like they say,
"Good Luck will come when Bad Luck gone"

I'm pretty sure,
and always hope,
and wish,
that 1 day,
I will get the good luck,
since now,
heavy storm rule my heart,
but as long as,
i keep the faith,
face the world with a smile on my face,
nothing can stop me,
from clearing this storm,
and soon,
the rainbow will appeared,
and I will find my happiness.

Just believe in yourself,
never give up,
never stop trusting,
nor believing,
1 day,
You will found your own road.

=) Smile to the world,and the world will smile back to you!

Footprints in the sand

Found this when I'm searching for pictures to put in blog,
somehow it reminds me of something,
and I was deeply touch,
read it carefully,
dear Lord,
I hope and always hope that you will carry me along the journey of life,
and always stay by my side,
protecting me,
guarding me,
Lord,
sorry that I've been selfish all this long,
sorry that I never been a good child to you,
sorry that I always broke our promise,
sorry again that I never truly,faithfully believe in you,
somehow I scare to pray,
everytime i pray,
things flashback,
how I taken things for granted,
how I never appreciate those miracles you have done for me,
how I'm blinded and never get to see full picture of your message,
sorry,
Lord.

sorry,I've been so selfish,
sorry,I always wanted the best for myself,
sorry yet again,
that I always put things first before you,
oh how terrible I am,
my heart become like a stone,
but Lord,
please melt it down,
please guard me back to you,
guard me to the road that you want me to walk,
lord,
please,
show me the way,
a road that I should walk,
get me back to the heart of worship,
that I can faithfully,
worship you again.

Amen.

A Promise - Friends Forever!

Do you still remember?
our past?
back in secondary school when we first meet?
when we first have a talk?
when we get scolded together by teacher?
how we used to skip school?
how we used to study in the same class,
same tuition centre,
eat together,
play online games together,
laugh together,
sad together,
and how we quarrel,
but happily face the day the next day?
do you still...
have that memories in you?

Time seems to pass so fast,
we are now 21,
how many 10 years do we have?
we don't even know,
day after day,
time after time,
we struggle in our life,
you and I both aren't young,
sadness,
we keep in our heart,
happiness,
we share together,
problems,
of course we share,
if not,
what friends are for?

Ever since you no longer in KL now,
staying and working in KK,
though is sad for me,
but i know is for your future,
though i miss you lot,
but in our heart,
we both know,
one thing for sure,
that we will,
and always will,
be best friend right?
Till death bring us part,
we will,
and forever will,
be best friend.
This I dedicate to you,
my best friend,
called,
Joe.